onlysummer

Good Bye

2008-09-13T12:04:00.002+08:00

Too much to bear.. sorry, I am leaving.

All good (or bad) things should come to an end.

Take care everyone. I will, dont worry.

Dream for today, weekend is coming!

2008-09-11T10:17:00.004+08:00

Saw this skeleton on this issue of National Geographic. She's so beautiful !! She was unearthed at a site called Gobero in northern Niger.

How I wished I am a archaeologist!

快乐方程式

2008-09-08T14:00:00.008+08:00

At times, when we look back at our past, it's somehow filled with regrets.

we would have done this, we shouldnt have done that.

how many of us really appreciate what we have at this moment. sometimes, happiness can be just that simple.

been reading this little book, 快乐方程式. will share one of the stories with you here ~

史密斯太太坐在候診室裡，一個小男孩在他母親
的帶領下，來到診所，走到她的旁邊坐下。這個
小男孩的一隻眼睛上戴著眼罩，讓史密斯太太感
到驚訝。

史密斯太太終於找到一個機會，問小男孩的眼睛
怎麼了。小男孩想了好一會兒，抬起頭，掀起眼
罩說：＂我的眼睛沒什麼！我是一個海盜！＂

史密斯太太之所以到這裡，是因為在一次車禍中，

她的一條腿被撞傷，從膝蓋以下被截肢。現在，

她正等著做檢查，以便裝上義肢。

截支給她帶來的打擊簡直太大了，她嘗試著面對
現實，但是，她仍舊感覺自己是一個殘疾的人。

此時，小男孩的一句＂我是一個海盜＂，感變了
她的想法。她彷彿看到自己穿海盜服，威風地站
在一艘船的船頭，她把雙手背在身後，雙腿站開
──其中有一條腿是木腿，昂首挺胸，微笑著面
對狂風暴雨的洗禮。

幾分鐘之後，護士喊到了史密斯太太的名字。她
拄著柺杖站了起來。

＂哦，＂小男孩驚訝地說，＂您的腿怎麼了？＂

史密斯太太注視著小男孩，笑著說：

＂沒什麼，我是一個海盜船長呀！＂

Chasing.. Moonlight Resonance

2008-09-03T13:56:00.004+08:00

It's been a long long time since I consider a good HK serial. This STORY makes you cry one moment and laugh in another, or even cry and laugh at the same time. The best part is you do not mind crying.. strange right? catch it and you will understand what I mean :)

無心害你

想一生一起　別想得這樣美
當中少不免　道別離
想歡歡喜喜　但清楚這道理
風光怎麼會沒了期

時日過　誰能成為大器
誰人全無運氣
這次抱你手臂　我怎麼竟顧忌
危難裏　我會陪著你
或是如同做戲
去到最尾會各自飛﹖

在變幻時候跟風駛(巾里)
在抉擇時候只好勢利
誰想講骨氣　最先必須有一些儲備
在抱著時候知己知彼
在對立時候爭取勝利
無非人生道理

在最壞時候必須卑鄙
在決裂時候彼此妒忌
無非人生道理
原本無心害你

* I got this translation off google *

Want to be together for life, don't think of it that good
Among it there would be unavoidable departure
Want merrily, but clearly understand this principle
How can glory be unlimited?

When time passes, who will become a machine?
Which person will have no luck completely?
This time holding onto your arm, why would I have doubts?
In difficult times, I'll will accompany you
or perhaps it is only an act?
Coming to an end, we'll leave our own ways respectively?

In changing times, will follow the wind
In times of choice, have to be snobbish

Who wants to talk moral integrity, the very first must have reserve for future use
When hugging, know oneself and other people
When opposing sides, will strive for triumphant
Simply life's principles

At worst times, must be despicable
At splitting times, be jealous at each other
Simply life's principles
Originally had no intentions of harming you

Coach Fever

2008-09-02T21:55:00.001+08:00

More and more of my friends are buying Coach bags.. is it the latest trend ? Or is it because they are more affordable.

Let's see if I have my eyes on any piece here.. Think Carly is quite nice, roomy too.

Oh yes, I had this for dessert today.

I had a long and tiring day, going to hug my bolster now. Good night everyone :)

I cant believe this..

2008-08-31T17:39:00.005+08:00

Everyone in the family encourages me to change to iphone.

"I am sure you will love it"

"Go check if any of our current phone plan is up soon"

"You will love the albums"

"You will love how you can organise your stuff"

Was playing with my sister's ipod touch, although quite excited over its beautiful colours and amazing features, I still love my N95.

I would also like to clarify on the recent wipeout of my smses in my mobile. It's really not something I would like to see. I know my previous post showed that I was relieved. But can you imagine how will I feel to have about 956 messages and none of them that I wish to delete ?

It is no fairytale. It is science

2008-08-27T17:11:00.000+08:00

On it, it's written.

It was placed on my vanity top for weeks. This sample sachet was given to me by a Watsons cashier. Not because I spent alot (just bought a bottle of mineral water), but I guess was because I waited very long in the queue.

So last week, feeling tired and found that my skin was kinda 'dull', I wanted to try this scientifically proven mask to see if it perform miracle on my face. Just before I tear the sachet, I read the instructions again. Faint!! it was meant for the hair, not face. Luckily I didnt apply on my face before I read, which I ALWAYS do.

Anyway, I am trying it out today and it's on my hair now. Going to wash it off soon. Hoping to see miracle.

?

2008-08-23T22:10:00.000+08:00

My mobile has selective memory. Can I have it too ?

Brand new

2008-08-20T18:33:00.007+08:00

Collected my mobile from Nokia Service Center. Everything has been reset to factory settings. They have upgraded the software as well and I have new icons on my phone now.

It's just like a brand new phone. Guess what was the first thing I did ? I went to the welcome note and set it..

Life is beautiful..

yes, it's so beautiful.. i am going to LIVE WELL, LAUGH OFTEN and LOVE MUCH.

Finally..

2008-08-18T23:55:00.001+08:00

i am off the burden, of the almost one thousand messages.

the scratched joystick didnt manage to erase the memories, but the volume button did.

i am glad.. so glad. finally, i am able to put everything down... e v e r y t h i n g

Check this out

2008-08-11T22:50:00.003+08:00

I was kinda 'forced' to do this Personality Test. Interesting though and quite accurate too.

Extroverted (E) 53.13% Introverted (I) 46.88%

Sensing (S) 61.76% Intuitive (N) 38.24%

Feeling (F) 57.58% Thinking (T) 42.42%

Judging (J) 59.38% Perceiving (P) 40.63%

ESFJ - "Seller". Most sociable of all types. Nurturer of harmony. Outstanding host or hostesses. 12.3% of total population.

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Main type	Variant

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Enneagram Test Results

Type 1	Perfectionism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Type 2	Helpfulness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Type 3	Image Awareness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Type 4	Sensitivity	\|\|\|\|\|\|	26%
Type 5	Detachment	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Type 6	Anxiety	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	46%
Type 7	Adventurousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	60%
Type 8	Aggressiveness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	40%
Type 9	Calmness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%

Your main type is 9
Your variant is social

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Here is My Results.

Do you know..

2008-07-31T09:37:00.002+08:00

it's a nice feeling to know that you are always there for me..

You decide..

2008-07-20T00:48:00.005+08:00

My gift from Cheryl, a silk nightie from China. She bought back from her holidays.

Wearing it, is super sexy, but placing it on the bed is... somehow eerie, dont your think so?

wondering why she bought red for me.. to attract somebody?

Happiness is..

2008-07-17T22:49:00.000+08:00

seeing you smile

Air hostess picks up chocolate bar, wins space trip

2008-07-17T22:44:00.001+08:00

from Reuters..

She picks a chocolate wrapper out of the rubbish and finds a winning number in a competition to fly to the upper reaches of the earth's atmosphere.

Air hostess picks up chocolate bar, wins space trip
PARIS, July 16 (Reuters) - A French air hostess will become one of Europe's pioneer space tourists after picking a chocolate wrapper out of the rubbish and finding a winning number in a competition to fly to the upper reaches of the earth's atmosphere.

Mathilde Epron, 32, said she had bought a Kit Kat chocolate bar at her local supermarket but initially threw the wrapper in the bin, telling herself that "it's only others who win".

Two hours later, thinking back to the competition, she decided to try her luck and fished the wrapper out of the bin, only to find a code marked inside.

"For someone who works in air travel it's really a dream come true", she told France Info radio.

A spokeswoman for Nestle in France confirmed that Epron had won the prize to take a flight on a four-seater, fighter-sized aircraft built by Rocketplane, a company that builds aircraft intended to provide cheap flights into space.

She will receive four days of astronaut training in Oklahoma City in the United States before boarding the Rocketplane XP aircraft which will reach an altitude of 100 km (60 miles) and allow a five-minute experience of weightlessness.

does eating chocolates always make our dreams come true? haha..

This nice to start your weekend early

2008-07-05T09:55:00.003+08:00

Just came back from my morning jog at MacRitchie. This question came into my mind when I was having my shower just now..

Will you do it for me ?

Over Breakfast.. one day,

2008-07-04T22:15:00.004+08:00

Although I'm a coffee addict, I am not really particular on the type of coffee. Dad asked how I find the coffee at the newly reopened kreta ayer market. I said 'quite alright'. My sis said 'you just need caffeine, might as well inject caffeine'. Mum 'she will die of overdose'

me '......................'

all bully me :(

It's true that I really love coffee and I really need coffee too. I cant last till 3pm if I dont have my first cup of the day. Immediate effect is headache.. I believe if I dont have my daily dose, I will enter a detoxification state, and that's when I cant think properly.

Even my wallpaper needs its daily dose, hehe..

追

2008-07-03T22:21:00.003+08:00

有了你

即使沈睡了

也在笑

Doors

2008-07-01T09:35:00.000+08:00

and the doors are locked.

can you tell me why? perhaps only you have the answer.

The Simple Big Guy

2008-06-30T21:01:00.003+08:00

most of you have watched this cute and light-hearted movie.

it is so simple, yet it has showed
love
trust
belief, and
respect

If Only

2008-06-27T22:40:00.000+08:00

Sometimes it seems all you can do is sit around and wait, and waiting is the hardest thing to do. You feel like your heart is about to burst with anticipation and unmet expectations, and the pang of regret doesnt quite go away.

It's not the what ifs but the if onlys that will kill you.

The stupid romantic in you clings on stubbornly to what you think was the one big love in your life, and the pragmatist in you tells you to get on with your life. But you, and everyone else, knows that deep inside you there is a flicker of hope that has not been extinguished.

And so you continue waiting, even though that someone is gone.

I do

2008-06-17T22:48:00.001+08:00

I miss you today

More than I usually do

I'm not sure why today is so different

I just really miss you

Your laugh

Your thoughts

Everything about you

Your scent

Your touch

I miss you so much

I'm at a crossroad in my life

I need your guidance

Your advice

I need you to tell me

It will be all right

I'm uncertain about tomorrow

In my heart

I feel great sorrow

How I wish

That I may borrow

Just one more day

With you

Happy Girl

2008-06-15T01:35:00.003+08:00

Bye bye Sony Vaio

Hello NEC

*GRINZ*

Found these cute pictures while transferring some of my photos back from the hard disk.

Joey is my cousin. We used to play maple together. The pictures were captured when I was going to delete my character. She is cute right ? Hehe..

Found another picture too.. can you see that medicated oil ? It's the most powerful weapon, summer can study and maple at the same time :)

Oh ya, that is my Vaio ~

Going to sell it off... at any price.

Ultimately Good..

2008-06-11T22:54:00.000+08:00

THE ULTIMATE is the ultimate. Went to The Ultimate Spa at Shaw Center today with mum.

nice ambiance
served ice cream upon arrival
steam bath
detox scrub
javanese massage
green bean soup dessert

Feeling great. I wanna own a spa one day.

Some Updates

2008-06-09T13:14:00.008+08:00

Good Service, Old Summer
She called me one year ago and again last month. This is the lady I bought the Corpthorne Ala Carte card from her one year ago. Told myself not to renew the card this year, coz I seldom visit those restaurants. Even the one night hotel stay, I hadnt use. It was only when it was expiring end of May, then I was forced myself to arrange for that one-night-getaway. However, it was really a last minute booking, Grand Corpthorne had no more room for me.

The next choice was Orchard Hotel, which is not really a bad choice either. I made a call to her. She helped me to arrange and I got a room at Grand Corpthorne. With much appreciation, I took up another year. Dunno why.. but I guess good service will go a long way.

Bigger Smile
Yes, I went for my tooth cleaning and scaling last week. *Grin*

Full of Action
With more games added to our Wii, the family now is full of action. Wii Fit is super cool~

Heart Of Greed
Started watching this 2003 HK Serial, which will make you laugh and cry at the same time.

Also, this song. Love it too.

My Love Will Get You Home

If you wander off too far, my love will get you home.
If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
Get back on your feet and think of me.
My love will get you home, boy, my love will get you home.

If the bright lights blinds your eyes, my love will get you home.
If your troubles break your stride, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
Get back on your feet and think of me.
My love will get you home, boy, my love will get you home.

If you ever feel ashame, my love will get you home.
When it's only you to blame, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
Get back on your feet and think of me.
My love will get you home, boy, my love will get you home.

空缺

2008-06-02T22:12:00.003+08:00

也許一天在擠滿行人的那一條街
你才會發現我留下的空缺

沒有人能完全填補的空缺~

Smiling ?

2008-05-29T10:37:00.003+08:00

One can give up his world for you.

One will get the entire world for you.

Dont you have every reason to smile ? Perhaps.... no

Yesterday no more..

2008-05-26T10:44:00.003+08:00

Going back to something is harder than you thought, treasure every moment that you have now.

no more dardar
no more bibibibibibibibibi
no more baby
no more babu

no more ah dear

Last week, when we were going home, the RGPS bus turned out of our estate. "I miss taking the school bus" Jeanna said. I stared at her, "You used to complain so much when you were taking it!" "But I miss it now.."

So, this is life.
we dont have NG.
we dont have take 2.

I know..

2008-05-25T08:47:00.003+08:00

you are very depressed now, I also forget how to smile..

Checklist

2008-05-24T23:15:00.002+08:00

Done
mozilla firefox
northstar chinese
cabalsea
msn live messenger
AVG

soon..
microsoft office
adobe reader
maple
skype
adobe photoshop 7.0
jasc paint shop pro 8
real player
fraps
AML free registry cleaner

think that's about it..

Keeping my fingers crossed

2008-05-23T21:59:00.004+08:00

Going to reformat my lappie in a few moments, hope this sotong remembers to back-up the right stuff.

Otherwise.....

Good Life starts only when you stop wanting a better One

2008-05-23T10:39:00.007+08:00

I received this via an email and find it so true and nice.. I personally like the last one most. Bet I can spot a tear at the corner of your eye too. Read it many times, I am also guilty of being impatient at times and subsequently regretted my action. Just hope I dont hurt anyone in the process..

TRUST is a very important factor for all relationships. When trust is broken, it is the end of the relationship. Lack of trust leads to suspicion, suspicion generates anger, anger causes enmity and enmity may result in separation.

A telephone operator told me that one day she received a phone call. She answered, 'Public Utilities Board.' There was silence. She repeated, 'PUB.' There was still no answer. When she was going to cut off the line, she Heard a lady's voice, 'Oh, so this is PUB. Sorry, I got the number from my Husband's pocket but I do not know whose number it is.'

Without mutual trust, just imagine what will happen to the couple if the telephone operator answered with just 'hello' instead of 'PUB'.

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NO POINTING FINGERS

A man asked his father-in-law, 'Many people praised you for a successful marriage. Could you please share with me your secret?'
The father-in-law answered in a smile, 'Never criticize your wife for her shortcomings or when she does something wrong. Always bear in mind that because of her shortcomings and weaknesses, she could not find a better husband than you.'

We all look forward to being loved and respected. Many people are afraid of losing face. Generally, when a person makes a mistake, he would look around to find a scapegoat to point the finger at. This is the start of a war. We should always remember that when we point one finger at a person, the other four fingers are pointing at ourselves.

If we forgive the others, others will ignore our mistake too.

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CREATING PERFECT RELATIONSHIPS?

A person visited the government matchmaker for marriage, SDU, and requested 'I am looking for a spouse. Please help me to find a suitable one.' The SDU officer said, 'Your requirements, please.' 'Oh, good looking, polite, humorous , sporty, knowledgeable, good in singing and dancing. Willing to accompany me the whole day at home during my leisure hour, if I don't go out. Telling me interesting stories when I need companion for conversation and be silent when I want to rest.' The officer listened carefully and replied, 'I understand you need television.'

There is a saying that a perfect match can only be found between a blind wife and a deaf husband, because the blind wife cannot see the faults of the husband and the deaf husband cannot hear the nagging of the wife. Many couples are blind and deaf at the courting stage and dream of perpetual perfect relationship. Unfortunately, when the excitement of love wears off, they wake up a and discover that marriage is not a bed of roses. The nightmare begins.

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NO OVERPOWERING

Many relationships fail because one party tries to overpower another, or demands too much. People in love tend to think that love will conquer all and their spouses will change the bad habits after marriage. Actually, this is not the case. There is a Chinese saying which carries the meaning that 'It is easier to reshape a mountain or a river than a person's character..'

It is not easy to change. Thus, having high expectation on changing the spouse character will cause disappointment and unpleasantness.

It would be less painful to change ourselves and lower our expectations..

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RIGHT SPEECH

There is a Chinese saying which carries the meaning that 'A speech will either prosper or ruin a nation.' Many relationships break off because of wrong speech. When a couple is too close with each other, we always forget mutual respect and courtesy. We may say anything without considering if it would hurt the other party.

A friend and her millionaire husband visited their construction site. A worker who wore a helmet saw her and shouted, 'Hi, Emily! Remember me? We used to date in the secondary school.' On the way home, her millionaire husband teased her, 'Luckily you married me. Otherwise you will be the wife of a construction worker.' She answered,' You should appreciate that you married me. Other wise, he will be the millionaire and not you.'

Frequently exchanging these remarks plants the seed for a bad relationship. It's like a broken egg - cannot be reversed.

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PERSONAL PERCEPTION

Different people have different perception. One man's meat could be another man's poison. A couple bought a donkey from the market. On the way home, a boy commented, 'Very stupid. Why neither of them ride on the donkey? 'Upon hearing that, the husband let the wife ride on the donkey. He walked besides them. Later, an old man saw it and commented, 'The husband is the head of family. How can the wife ride on the donkey while the husband is on foot?' Hearing this, the wife quickly got down and let the husband ride on the donkey.

Further on the way home, they met an old Lady. She commented, 'How can the man ride on the donkey but let the wife walk. He is no gentleman.'
The husband thus quickly asked the wife to join him on the donkey. Then, they met a young man. He commented, 'Poor donkey, how can you hold up the weight of two persons. They are cruel to you.' Hearing that, the husband and wife immediately climbed down from the donkey and carried it on their shoulders.

It seems to be the only choice left. Later, on a near row bridge, the donkey was frightened and struggled. They lost their balance and fell into the river. You can never have everyone praise you, nor will everyone condemn you. Never in the past, not at present, and never will be in the future.

Thus, do not be too bothered by others words if our conscience is clear..

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BE PATIENT

This is a true story which happened in the States. A man came out of his home to admire his new truck. To his puzzlement, his three-year-old son was happily hammering dents into the shiny paint of the truck. The man ran to his son, knocked him away, hammered the little boy's hands into pulp as punishment. When the father calmed down, he rushed his son to the hospital.

Although the doctor tried desperately to save the crushed bones, he finally had to amputate the fingers from both the boy's hands. When the boy woke up from the surgery & saw his bandaged stubs, he innocently said, 'Daddy, I'm sorry about your truck.' Then he asked, 'but when are my fingers going to grow back?' The father went home & committed suicide.

Think about this story the next time someone steps on your feet or u wish to take revenge. Think first before u lose your patience with someone u love. Trucks can be repaired.. Broken bones & hurt feelings often can't. Too often we fail to recognize the difference between the person and the performance. We forget that forgiveness is greater than revenge.

People make mistakes. We are allowed to make mistakes. But the actions we take while in a rage will haunt us forever.

Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

Quote of the Day

2008-05-22T08:37:00.002+08:00

What if you slept? And what if, in your sleep, you dreamed?
And what if, in your dream, you went to heaven
and there plucked a strange and beautiful flower?
And what if, when you awoke, you had the flower in your hand?
Ah, what then?

-Samuel Taylor Coleridge

No, i have not forgotten your birthday..

2008-05-21T20:02:00.003+08:00

Wishing you the very best in your studies and career.

Happy Birthday, Kel

Mind Blocked

2008-05-10T21:15:00.000+08:00

It’s the weekend and I should have been happy and excited. But for some reasons I'm not. I've not been feeling happy for a couple of days and I'm not sure I can even put a name on what's bothering me. Somehow it feels like everything is changing so rapidly around me and I'm the only person standing still. Everything is different and yet, deep down it's the same old story.

*sigh*

I guess that once you've been through hell, you never forget what the flames felt like. No matter how hard you try to hide your hurt, your anger and your pain, someday one little thing comes up and hit you so hard that you're instantly reminded of the plain cold reality.

I have lost faith and I have stopped to believe in myself. I thought I was alright but I was probably just fooling my heart.

Lost another kg off me. The ring used to fit my index finger is now my thumb ring and the rings for my ring finger, is now on my index finger. Sound alright? Maybe.. except that the design is simply weird on the wrong fingers. Bought 2 pairs of new jeans, coz the existing ones were too lose. One from Levi's and another from Zara, glad that the Zara pair is just half the price.

Sometimes it's easier to smile and pretend everything is fine than to explain the current situation and the lost in my heart..

Deep Thots

2008-05-07T12:48:00.004+08:00

Saw a car at a carpark today. Its number is ER5050..

I stared at it for a long while, without realizing why. In fact, I didnt even look at the last alphabet. It just stopped at 5050. Blanked for a few moments, I knew why.

I Need A Pooh HUG

2008-04-25T09:04:00.002+08:00

This was my favourite pooh picture. I had it as my wallpaper some years back.

Btw, do you know that Winnie the Pooh is the oldest disney character? He's even old than Mickey and I just knew it yesterday. I have a friend who used to question the gender of Winnie. Does he look like a girl to you? Hahaha...

Good Luck

2008-04-24T00:53:00.004+08:00

Not sure if I am superstitious, but I rather believe my instinct. I always use abbr gd, for good, but when it comes to good luck, I always spell it out. Coz we just cant afford to compromise luck.

so dear, GOOD LUCK in your exams.

Today, I made a fool of myself again with hokkien. I had wanton noodles for lunch. As usual, I dont finish my noodles. I left about more than half bowl of noodles when I pushed it away from me. The cleaner asked me in hokkien if it was not nice.

Naturally I'll reply in hokkien. Shaking my head "我吃...." trying to recall how to say cant finish in hokkien. He stared at me for a few seconds, then walked off. I felt so stupid, I should have just answered him in mandarin or even a smile is better than my 我吃 dotzzzzz .

Singapore Flyer

2008-04-16T21:18:00.003+08:00

Have you been up to the Singapore Flyer ? Today, I received a message from Joanne,

Hi gal, u wanna go for sg flyer? my friend co got promotion. Selling at $25.07. Usual price is $29.50. Tix has 1 yr validity starting from 1mar08.

My reply was..

I am waiting for free tix.

Haha.. she didnt reply me. Am I asking too much? Actually, I think $4 discount isnt attractive at all. Anyway, I will go up there... someday.

.......

2008-04-07T21:27:00.000+08:00

no mood

Bye Bye Love

2008-03-28T14:28:00.008+08:00

It's been CONFIRMED!! So sad to be allergic to your favourite food.

I used to be able to enjoy my cheese fondue; but last year after having that, I've got fever and swelling joints. It was still unsure even though I developed some mild swellings again after I taking it at home few months after the first incident. Had it again yesterday, and I vomited badly. Now monitoring if there is any swelling of my joints.

Praying hard........................

but I think I will try to eat again, sometime.

Finally you get to hear from me

2008-03-18T01:55:00.005+08:00

Back from a getaway cruise, but instead of 'getting away', it was like being trapped. The only thing I probably enjoyed the most is the company and there was nothing exciting about the cruise, how sad.. It's my second time on Superstar Virgo. The main activities are breakfast, morning tea, lunch, afternoon tea, dinner and supper. The sub-activities are dance, bingo, lounge, casino, swim..... is that all? I think so. However, I did enjoy sitting at the open deck for some really strong wind.

Been sleeping like more than 36 hours since I was back on Sunday, with many breaks, of coz.. and now I'm suffering from insomnia or rather, adjusting my body clock for another round. I am probably encountering flight of ideas at this stage. I have been so lazy lately with my updates.

I have got my eye on a bag at this time of the year. It gives me some thing to look forward to at the end of the year. I always have a few in mind to start the year off and those that remain on the list at the end of the year are probably the ones I kinda really like. Unfortunately, I can only afford one a year. And for the all the other like-minded lovers of all things beautiful, this one is for you! It is still a prototype and not yet in production. But nonetheless, sexy, sleek, and absolutely gorgeous. I always hear people saying "They have buried our hearts together with Coco Chanel when she died", and it is so true.

Alright, I have successfully bored myself into the sleepy mood. Perhaps I've bored you too.

Everyone stay healthy and without stress. Good night to those who have missed me dearly :)

Sigh~

2008-03-09T23:15:00.000+08:00

I did something very wrong.. I compare. Shouldnt have done it, but we are all humans. You would have done the same if you were me, right?

Sometimes, I just hate myself.

Happy day !

2008-03-06T21:25:00.008+08:00

This is the last time I am going through this pain. Actually, there wasnt any pain today. But as usual, I always anticipate the pain when they cant find my veins. I had to 'pump' blood myself by crunching/relaxing my fist and the nurse had started beating my arm too.

The good news is my HB is 10.6. Up 0.2 from the last follow-up. The doctor said it has stabilized and I can be discharged. I am so happy ~

see see

To the friend who always remember my follow-up date, I am well, thank you.. Dont worry, we are still good friends.

yes.. finally i blog

2008-03-04T14:11:00.008+08:00

and yes.. finally we got our new TV. I have been talking about our family shopping for a TV like more than a year? We started shopping for 40", then 42" is a better choice, 46" is also not a bad idea.. Think 50" will sit nicely on our living room console too. LCD or plasma? Plasma was the original choice coz it's a true TV. It was until we found that plasma has a very strong reflection and decided to look at LCDs. I remembered we were window shopping for TV again one day and this TV caught our eyes, my mum said that it looked nice. But I said "can u see my beautiful legs too?" it was a plasma and I can see my full reflection.

Anyway, we got a 46" Sony LCD. Perhaps this will put my mind away from some things for now..

Sometimes i feel that life's may not go the way it's planned. My dad has a $200 discount voucher from M1. They sent to him about 6 months ago and since then, he has been thinking of changing a new mobile. Looking and checking up different phones and models ~ Sony, HTC, Nokia, many more.. coz i forgot as he cant decide on any. But, something happened yesterday, and all the plans were called off. His security found him using a camera phone (his work place does not allow camera phones and most of the people carrying 2 phones, one for the week days and another one on weekends). So now, he decided to get a cheap cheap mobile and disable the camera. What a waste! Situation may just change one's decision.

Happy Valentine's Day

2008-02-14T00:05:00.000+08:00

Fate determines who comes into our lives,
The heart determines who stays.

Happy Valentine's Day

A Picture Speaks A Thousand Words

2008-02-12T19:00:00.001+08:00

Where is my Rainbow - Part 2 ?

2008-02-11T18:44:00.000+08:00

Heard Faye's 人间 on 93.3 this morning, find this line very true ~

Can you relate it to my yesterday's entry ?

and is it true that "At the end of the rainbow, someone is going to melt your heart and make you feel love everyday ?"

edit @ 10.17pm
I cant believe that the rainbow is following me. My sis was humming Rainbow Connections next to me "Why are there so many songs about rainbows and what's on the other side?"

Where is my rainbow ?

2008-02-10T15:03:00.000+08:00

Winnie the pooh said : "at every end of the rainbow, there's pot of honey" but someone ever said "at every end of my message, there's a heart missing you"

And someone also said : "Even I dont show it, doesnt mean i dont love you"

I say "当你看彩虹, 能不能把我的愿望还给我?" At every end of the rainbow, you will find dat the one you loved, is actually there for you.

On the 2nd Day of CNY

2008-02-08T21:18:00.000+08:00

I am not loved because I am beautiful, I am beautiful because I am loved.. Thank you for making me beautiful.

Time check : 9.20pm. Going to have fillet-o-fish for dinner. Will head straight to bed after that.

Good night people, good night dear..

My CNY

2008-02-08T00:42:00.000+08:00

TODAY, when I bluetoothed my Forever Love to my cousin. I felt that you are a thousand miles away from me.

Will blog about my CNY when I am less tired.

Sunny Side Up, Anyone?

2008-02-05T10:17:00.000+08:00

Had a really weird dream, but this time I have no problem publishing here.

I dreamed that I was frying an egg, the sunny side up one. Weird right? Was I hungry in my dream ? It was nicely done in my dream. Something like this..

I woke up tempting to make that for breakfast, but but but... hahahaha.. it turned out so 'well' that I dont think I wanna capture it on picture.

The crazy me went to search for some beautiful sunny-side-up pictures to make me forget how disastrous my product was.

You cant eat this

Sunny sun sun

I used to have one of this

The beauty

Never realise that EGG can be so beautiful.

Few days to Valentine's Day

2008-02-02T00:11:00.000+08:00

Some years back, I received this ~

I do believe the Lord above
created you for me to love
He picks you up from the rest
because He knows I love you best..
I have a heart and that is true
That it was give from me to you
So care for it like what I do
For I have mine and you have too..

When I go to heaven and you are not there
I'll wait for you on a golden stair
But if you'll not come on the judgment day
I knew you went the other way..
So I'll return my angel wings
my golden lamp and everything
to prove to you my love is dear
I'll go with you wherever you go..

It was from someone close at heart then, it's still sweet when I read it again. Although many things have been changed and we have all grown. I believe we have came a long way to where we are now, tho' I still love the same old stuffs and still the same old silly me.

Just Why

2008-02-01T10:06:00.000+08:00

They say you dont kick the habit until you reach the rock bottom, but how do you know when you are there ? Because no matter how badly a thing is hurting us, sometimes letting it go hurts even more.

Break the code.. no prize

2008-01-29T15:46:00.000+08:00

I am very tired
secretly stealing time
missing every moment..

perhaps someone is also tired,
truly madly badly.

- CYYL

What can you get with $2.20 ?

2008-01-27T01:14:00.000+08:00

Just love the glasses at this 旺角茶餐厅 at Bugis. It's on the 2nd floor where all the restaurants are. The 鸳鸯 (yingyang) I ordered was just for $2.20. Look at it!! It's like you can take forever to finish it. The 2 mobiles placed there just to take the relative height of the glasses, they belonged to my 2 beautiful companions, wondering why all my friends love Sony Ericsson mobiles.

I think I kinda looking forward to Chinese New Year. The shoppings were great so far, except that I cant find that pair of heels which I fell in love at first sight anymore. Shouldnt have consider for so long (one week?). All nice items should be moving fast during the festive season. That pair is in shimmering silver with 3.5" heels. I just realised something strange about me when my friend commented "Why are you only placing your hands on those Indian-style heels?" Did I ? Haha.. So weird but I think it's true.

My favourite mediacorp drama ended with a not-so-nice ending. Everyone was hoping to see Jin Long and Feifei together. Then the 大坏蛋 killed by a 小偷, left all of us with a big Question Mark on our head. In any case, I think I enjoyed the 29.5 episodes.

Started another TVB drama 2 days after Golden Path ended, The Ultimate Crime Fighter.

Quite nice although the pace is rather slow. Luckily I found a cute guy in this drama, Kevin Cheng. Think I saw his shows before, just that the impression of him wasnt as good as this.

There he is, cool right ? When I told my sister about my new idol, she was super excited "Want me to recommend you more dramas which he acted in?" No thank you, watching serials is really tiring.

anyway, I am down with fever again.. for 2 days already.

Love is..

2008-01-18T22:22:00.000+08:00

you'll always see this when you start the car in the morning. Thank you mummy

Short update

2008-01-12T19:20:00.000+08:00

Received a message this morning "you have not been updating your blog for a week". Felt very sweet and warm when you know that someone out there is checking if you are fine. Thank you..

Life has been pretty much the same, with my good friend MR COUGH around. Looks like he's here to stay forever.

Was told to shop for CNY clothings; but instead of doing that, my eyes are all on the shorts, bermudas and even bikinis. I liked the black shorts which I tried at Dorothy Perkins, but they do not have my size. It looks really good with heals.

As for the bikini, someone said mine is not nice. I dont know what colour to choose, coz to me, there are all nice. Found this sexy piece on the web.

As for him, 我生命的一首歌.. is getting further and further.

Once Upon A Summer

2008-01-05T16:12:00.000+08:00

Calm down..

Cool off..

and dying.

I dont wish to wake up, coz I know when I wake up, "the feeling of love is you dont have to think about yesterday or worry about tomorrow" will be gone.

路太弯爱在转,
明知忘记会很难..
但是我不会期待下一站.
Because 下一站, 已经没有你.

If..

2008-01-01T20:25:00.000+08:00

my prayer can be answered, I want to freeze the time now.

黎明, please please dont arrive.

Last entry of 2007

2007-12-31T22:54:00.000+08:00

So fast we have reached the last day of 2007 and yet I have nothing to write.

I wont go through the ups and downs that 2007 was made of bcoz for sure there were many. Let's just say that I went through a lot. There were tears, there were regrets, there were heartaches. But there were incredible moments too, moments of love and happiness, moments that forever are engraved in my heart.

Where are you ?
What are you doing now ?
Did you miss me as much as I do ?

To my dearest friends..

The Little Secret

2007-12-30T21:21:00.000+08:00

I have created another blog with wordpress because of a dream.

Didnt sleep well last night and had a very weird dream. Seriously, I cant classify if it is a bad one or not. But it is certainly something worth to remember and yet cant be published openly. Thus, that blog will hold my darkest secrets.

Good night everyone

2007-12-29T21:59:00.000+08:00

Shivering under my comforter. Must be the effect of my medication.

Pray for me, I am ill for almost a week.

2 Bad Habits..

2007-12-28T17:09:00.000+08:00

since I came back from my holiday,

1. non-stop craving for Carbo (rice, noodle, potatoes)

2. stay in air-conditional room 24 hours.

Still having upset tummy.

Sharing..

2007-12-26T11:48:00.000+08:00

This beautiful picture with you. I took it in Beijing. If I dont remember wrongly, it's in Summer Palace 颐和园.

I didnt resize the picture. Try downloading it and zoom in, you may find some people walking on the lake. Very 武侠剧 hor ? Hehe..

The tour guide told us that skating is possible in another week or so. Currently the ice is still too thin and hence dangerous.

Merry Christmas

2007-12-24T23:58:00.000+08:00

Let it snow, let it snow, let it snow...

That was my Christmas, what's yours ? I have deliberately used was for my Christmas and today is just the eve. It's because I am sick after my holiday. Dont say that I am weak, more than a third of our tour mates were ill during the trip.

Somehow, we never fail to compare what happened last year and this year during a festive season. Where were you last Christmas ?

The Adventure continues..

2007-12-24T23:43:00.000+08:00

Day 4

Conquered Great Wall today. 不到长城, 非好汉. So today we all became 好汉. But this group of 好汉are also very silly. We were finding that stone which engraved "不到长城,非好汉", wanted to capture a picture as a proof. Climbed quite a bit before we gave up and walked down to the starting point. Then, we saw this white rock sitting there smiling at us. So angry..

Went for a Kungfu musical, 功夫传奇. (Optional tour)

The day ended with Hotspring at Changping. By the time we checked into the hotel, was almost 10.30pm. Tired..

Day 5

Visited School of Confucius and 大钱门 (to understand the geomancy of Beijing). Dumpling banquet for lunch. More than 10 plates of dumplings, ate so much and cant tell the difference.

5 hours ride to Chengde.

Day 6

Super cold in Chengde as it's more north now. Temperature about -10 degree. I wore 5 tops and 3 bottoms, still feeling cold. Of coz, I have my ear muff, hat and double gloves too. Summer Retreat Palace and Little Potala.

5 hours journey back to Beijing. Foot reflexology. Thai dinner without Tom Yam Soup.

Day 7

Dong Ji today. A nice friend reminded me to take tang yuan if possible. Guess what I heard from their radio? "今天是冬至，大家记得吃饺子." Haha.. so different from ours. Actually, 北京人 already 天天吃饺子. Think it's more special in Singapore :).

Tianjin today. Traveled 2 hours just to see 2 streets. Trust me, NOTHING great. Tasted 狗不理饱子 for the first time. It's just any ordinary meat bun.

Day 8

Visited Underground City and Snow City. The Snow City was an optional tour for 300 yuan with that Kungfu musical show which we watched on the 4th day.

After which, was shopping all the way. The tour guide had re-arranged our itinerary to squeeze in the optional tour programme. All the shopping was done on the last day. So tiring and hard to buy things when we were not given enough time.

Overall, the tour was acceptable and there was something which I didnt expect ~ that I could walk 6-7 hours daily.

Tired..

2007-12-18T22:57:00.000+08:00

Day 2 (continued)

Today's lunch was really hard earned. Almost similar dishes (8 dishes with a soup). Luckily their food werent as oily as what I was told. Forbidden City and Summer Palace followed. Peking University. Achievement today ~ walked 8 hours.

Day 3

Visited Temple of Heaven, a place where the emperors prayed to heaven. Imperial feast for lunch, with peking duck. Trust me, ours is much much better. The so-called imperial feast is almost what we have been having daily, except an additional green bean custard. Quite nice..

Tomorrow will be in Chengde, I think we will be having hot spring :). but dont think we will be having internet access.

Hello

2007-12-17T22:20:00.000+08:00

16 Dec 07

Landed at 3pm+ and greeted by the 7 degree C. It was still bearable with just 2 layers till night. Dinner yucks.

Acrobat show after dinner. *yawn* eventhough I kept telling myself to appreciate their effort and tough training. Wangfujing shopping and bought a sweater for 144.

Day 2

Woke up 4am, 5am and finally 6am by the morning call. I guess I miss my bolster. Breakfast was better than expected. International style with Dim Sum. Walk out of the hotel, blowing out smoke. Hehe.. "Good morning, Beijing !"

to be continued..

Save me..

2007-12-15T21:04:00.000+08:00

Never been so stressful when thinking of going on a holiday. I guess this may be the first and only time I am going away during winter.

The thought of falling snow doesnt excite me at all. My thoughts are all about layers after layers..

Looking fat, heavy and ugly puts everything off at this moment. My thermal, long sleeve tee, sweater and long john. Luckily all my jeans are not that tight fitting. ARGHHHHH... Traveling heavy is so terrible.

Oh man, I am beginning to miss my bolster and of coz... him. Going to hug you tight tight tonight.

Somewhere in Between

2007-12-14T23:49:00.000+08:00

What do you normally do at the end of each year ? Reviewing your resolution ? Thinking of what should have or should not have done during the year ? Or should have put in more effort so that the results may be different.

This year has been a fruitful year for me. Although, there are always you'll gain a little and you'll lose a little. I dont wish to go into the details, but yeah, I am happy as of this moment.

There was an incident which has brought me to the lowest point of my life, I am glad that it's over.

I will be away on a short trip, a stressful one. Hope everything will turn out fine.

An Unexpected Blessings

2007-12-12T23:59:00.000+08:00

Hey there, happy bdae.. :)
hope you'll hav a healthy n wonderful life..
god bless u..

I just wanna say thank you

Poison

2007-12-11T14:07:00.000+08:00

Are we taking turns to have a sip ?

Some day..

2007-12-08T00:40:00.000+08:00

when the garden is gone
where the flowers are no longer blooming for me.

when things are going to be how it should be
I just wish you all the best, for everything you've done for me.

DO NUTS

2007-12-06T13:11:00.000+08:00

Finally get to try the donuts from Donut Factory. Thanks to the newly opened outlet at Suntec. Weekday queue is still acceptable. I saw the queue at Raffles City before, it's so long that it has to break into 3 queues so that it will not affect the shoppers.

Seriously, I am not a cake or pastry or donut person. So, there is no way that I will queue 3 hours for it, no matter how good it can be.

But these donuts are really good. I cant describe why or how is it so good, but I beginning to understand why people can queue 3 hours for them. I still will not queue so many hours for them, but I will go to Suntec on a weekday again.. Yummy~~

Have you seen the decorative bears at Takashimaya? I love and hate them.. They are so so so adorable but the sign says Not For Sale. I want it so badly. The black one is so unique. I wannnnnnnnnnnnn....

Bear's the love

Metrosexual ?

2007-11-24T22:24:00.000+08:00

I was paying for my eyebrow shadow when a tan sporty looking guy walked into Browhaus.

"I am looking for my family" he said

"Who are your family?" the receptionist asked

"Tan" he replied

The receptionist checked through their reservation list and said "We dont have any bookings from Tan".

"Hmm.. can I book for face threading?"

A guy, muscular too.. hehe.. I have not even try face threading (even though I dont think I need one).

Aroma of Life

2007-11-19T23:42:00.000+08:00

Black as the devil,

Hot as hell,

Pure as an angel,

Sweet as love.

I remember I posted this 4 lines some time ago.. just feel like writing it again today, coz you are as black as devil, as hot as hell, as pure as an angel(only to me) and as sweet as love.

and this is my favourite, Ice Coffee with Gelato from Dome. So dont brew me hot hot coffee with gelato anymore..

Silly..

2007-11-15T22:52:00.000+08:00

Isn't it so nice to be silly?

I just want to be silly :)

You're still the one..

2007-11-12T12:04:00.000+08:00

When I first saw you, I saw love.
And the first time you touched me, I felt love.
And after all this time, you're still the one I love.

You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're the one I want for life
You're still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night.

I have..

2007-11-08T18:03:00.000+08:00

learned to fight back my tears, even if/when you walk away..

What can I say ?

2007-11-06T21:25:00.000+08:00

Let our friendship be buried in maple..

/delete img

Goodbye

2007-11-06T09:59:00.000+08:00

With the last message deleted, I am saying goodbye to my N70. Too many memories in there, both happy and sad ones.

Sleep tight.. I'll be watching over you till I breathe my last.

I know you will. Thank you..

Some things were on my mind

2007-10-31T11:52:00.000+08:00

There has been so much going on of late that I could not grasps or recall some of it now. Anyway, I just want to clear up some clouds and rain so I can see the rainbow right above my head.

There is something that I have been reading quite often with some people around me. Judging is the word and inappropriate is the effect. I find that we are often shrouded with thoughts and predefined views, even I am guilty of it once in a while. But what I am trying to say is that we should learn and try not to do it unless we know what we are getting ourselves into.

We are often judged too quickly and judge others too quickly which in the end it turns out to be a wrong one. What I can say is we do not know what is happening most of the time unless it's something to do with us and that is only if it just involves ourselves and no one else or no other elements. The reason being we never do know what is happening to outside elements though they directly contribute to our state moreover if it's about someone else.

No one has that privilege to judge unto others, unless to ourselves. The same applies when we do not want others do something to us, then dont do it to others.

就算拥有全世界, 没有你怎么过

2007-10-30T17:47:00.000+08:00

This entry has nothing to do with the movie 《色,戒》, but rather the two lines stated above.

多少的挫折，都不曾低头，
当你转身的时候，却忍不住泪流，
多少的甜蜜，都付东水流，
这杯回忆的苦酒，将人伤透，
我不会责怪你，永远的爱你，只怪命运无情的捉弄，

当爱在现实面前，原来那么脆弱，
而我们越是想要，越要不到结果，
当爱在现实面前，最后变成折磨，

就算拥有全世界，没有你怎么过，谁告诉我？

Just in case..

2007-10-28T15:19:00.000+08:00

.. I die abruptly one day,

can someone please make sure my all stuffed toys are given away? to kids in africa or india. And can someone ensure my toy figurines are given a nice nice wash before being placed into display cupboards ? My dolls.. give to real collectors and not traders. make sure they love them like I do..

most importantly, please cremate my bolster with me.

oh, you can throw away all my books. thank you!

as for the balance in my bank account, you can do anything with it.

AND to the ones I have loved before, I DID love you wholeheartedly..

just realised it's not easy to write a will! think I'm going crazy.

Once upon a time..

2007-10-28T02:25:00.000+08:00

Someone said

Deep down in you, you really cant find a piece of me that I gave you ?

Healthy Glow, Anyone ?

2007-10-24T22:09:00.000+08:00

Got it from Seventeen - Nov issue. Intend to post it here for my personal reference and also for your benefit. A healthy glow that radiates from within.

Water
Drinking 8 glasses of water daily helps to flush out toxins in your system to achieve clearer, hydrated skin.

Mushroom
Mushrooms contain antioxidants, which help release energy from food for skin metabolism, resulting in faster cell renewal and the fading of scars and blemishes.

Nuts
Vitamin E in nuts helps increase oxygen intake, and promotes faster healing of skin cells.

Aloe Vera
Aloe vera contains amino acids and fibre, and also helps slow down the formation of melanin in the skin, thereby promoting a more even skin tone.

Strawberries
Strawberries are high in fibre and help improve the digestive system. They also help whiten the complexion and improve skin texture.

Lean Red Meat
Lean red meat contains iron, which increases the level of oxygen in the blood, resulting in a more radiant complexion and lighter dark eye circles.

Avocado
Chockfull of good monounsaturated fat, avocados help to nourish the skin. They also have anti-inflammatory properties to help soothe irritated skin, and calm a red, blotchy complexion.

Salmon
High in omega-3 fatty acids, salmon helps to keep skin supple and youthful.

Mango
High in vitamin C, mangoes are great for the maintenance of healthy skin, and helps with faster cell renewal.

Bell Pepper
Rich in both vitamins A and C, bell peppers increase the resilience of skin, and help you achieve a rosy, glowing complexion.

Oh man..

2007-10-24T21:47:00.000+08:00

I want one of these..

如果你想起我, 你会想到什么?

2007-10-17T11:45:00.000+08:00

Been listening to this song, just love the lyrics so much~

突然发现站了好久
不知道要往哪走
还不想回家的我
再多人陪只会更寂寞

许多话题关于我
就连我也有听过
我的快乐要被认可
委屈却没有人诉说

夜半信仰丛白剥落
拿掉防卫剩下什么
为什么脆弱时候
想你更多

如果你也听说
有没有想过我
想普通交朋友
还是你依然会心疼我

好多好多的话想对你说
悬着一颗心没着落
要怎么附和
舍不得又无可奈何

如果你也听说
会不会相信我
对流言会附和
还是你知道我还是我

跌跌撞撞才明白了许多
懂我的人就你一个
想到你想起我
胸口依然温柔

许多话题关于我
就连我也有听过
我想我宁可都沉默
其实反而显得做作

夜半信仰丛白剥落
拿掉防卫剩下什么
为什么脆弱时候
想你更多

如果你也听说
有没有想过我
想普通交朋友
还是你依然会心疼我

好多好多的话想对你说
悬着一颗心没着落
要怎么附和
舍不得要无可奈何

如果你也听说
会不会相信我
对流言会附和
还是你知道我还是我

跌跌撞撞才明白了许多
懂我的人就你一个
想到你想起我
胸口依然温柔

如果你也听说
有没有想过我
想普通交朋友
还是你依然会心疼我

跌跌撞撞才明白了许多
冷漠的人就你一个
想到你想起我
胸口依然温柔
如果你想起我
你会想到什么

Oh ya, I managed to put 中国话 into my Dell.. Hehe.. thanks to all my friends who helped me. Almost gave up. Hmm.. still searching for Monopoly.

Looking for a video clip by S.H.E.

2007-10-14T23:51:00.000+08:00

Never a fan of S.H.E., but there was this video clip I saw on TV some time ago. Very touching, too bad I cant remember the song title.

It was a love story of 2 high school sweethearts. Separated by war, and the guy promised her that he will wait for her in their school when she has to leave the country with her family.

40 years later, she found out that he has never left that town, been waiting for her. So she decided to pay him a visit. Naturally, all sweet memories flashed back.

The next day when she was back to her current home, she told her family that she has to leave them for him. She felt that she owed him a lot. Her family gave her their blessings. Her husband even bought her a house at her old home town as a wedding gift. "I am happy to have you for 40 years"

*Omg.. I am tearing as I am typing this story..*

The last scene was showing both of them running up the stairs in their uniforms.

Sweet? I heard that it was based on a true story *Sobz*

FOUND !!! So happy !!! A friend found the video for me before I publish this post. Thanks, Win

我爱你

hope you like this clip as much as I do.

Mood Swings

2007-10-13T22:11:00.000+08:00

Been having a fair share of it lately. Sometimes it swings so high, at other times it swings real low. Hard to control.

What can I do?

12th came and gone, written something yesterday but decided to delete it. I am glad that I can share it with you.

A Convo between a Teacher & his Student

2007-10-13T22:04:00.000+08:00

teacher : "which chapter did we stop at?"

student : "love chapter"

teacher : "shall we stay at that chapter forever?"

*smiles*

Autumn mood

2007-10-11T10:50:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was really a tired day, been walking and standing too much. Glad it was rewarding too. I got 2 spaghetti tops and a cardigan for just $69.

Only realised that I picked such earthy colours when I reached home. The tops were cream and brown. My cardigan was deep purple. I am so into the AUTUMN mood now.

I got a bracelet too (didnt want to remember the price, as it is a little pricey), the sales person said it's imported from Italy. Well.. it was a lovely bracelet, so it didnt take me too long to decide.

Two days ago, a friend asked me "Do you know who is reading your blog?". The answer is "No". I like it this way, I dont know who you are or where you are. But I know you are all around me, sharing my joy and sorrows. That's enough.

不能说的秘密

2007-10-09T15:50:00.000+08:00

1979
1999

follow the notes upon the journey
at first sight marks one's destiny
once the voyage comes to an end
return lies within hasty keys

我爱你
你爱我吗?

这些时间对我来说得来不易

不管我们能不能见面
不管你会不会忘了我
我只想告诉你一个秘密
我爱你

如果我是路小雨, 你会是我的叶湘伦吗?

Happy Birthday, Joanne

2007-10-08T19:09:00.000+08:00

"may both of us stay pretty forever"

please make this simple wish when you blow your candle . Muacksssssss

Beautiful Sunday

2007-10-07T10:33:00.000+08:00

:')

have you seen anyone uses this emotion ?

幸福的感觉, 真好~

Are you pretty ?

2007-10-05T23:25:00.000+08:00

milk bath SOO KEE swarovski high tea Louis Vuitton DIOR cosmetic pouch N95 Tiffany boss chijmes ROMANTIC CANDLELIGHT breathtaking scenery freshly brewed coffee SPA facial hair treatment chomel manicure body shop PRADA handphonestrap chanel no 5 body scrub gelato SKII pretty mirror

On a side note, here's to all the ladies ~

There are no ugly women, only lazy ones.
- Helena Rubinstein

What's so special about these fishes?

2007-10-02T23:40:00.000+08:00

Hmmmmm.... Let's see, they're small and cute and round! Yeahhh! As round as a ball! In fact they look like they've just swallowed a golf ball! See~

Their name? The pearl scale goldfish. Are they cute? We have a fish bowl at home, think was bought long time ago and I was thinking of using it for the goldfish but I've read that bowls are not so appropriate. The fish tend to have a shorter life span in bowls! sob sob..

But I so badly want these golfy goldfish! Maybe if I provide extra care and love to the fish, it might just want to live longer than expected. Right ?

So, when are we going to get the fishes ? If mum doesnt allow, I put in your study.. hehe.. the cabinet next to your study table, can can ?

Letting go is tough..

2007-09-29T11:10:00.000+08:00

but achieving it brings joy..

I have stopped collecting things to a large extent. I have collections, like books, CDs, and of coz dolls (as you all would have known by now).. but these are more of a result of purchases over an extended period of time. I do not set off with a mission to collect anything anymore.

I used to collect stamps, my sister and I "inherited" lots of stamps from our uncles. At some point, they disappeared.

The forgettable must be the McDonald's collection. The stupid me actually queued for them. We had boxes full of McDonald's novelties. That burger chain used to be my happy place. I just loved their french fries. But I've outgrown it. The novelties? Most of them are still in the store room, the rest I donated to the Salvation Army and some given away.

I do not collect things anymore. In a way, the change came with the revelation of letting go. At some point, you gotta let go and move on. The truth is, keeping certain things does not necessarily mean making sure the memory is there. I have a small tin box full of cards and tickets. I thought they're part of my memory. But when I looked at some I just went blank ~ what's this? what did I see there? I finally realised that some memories that stay with me without any need of any physical reminder.

That should be enough. After all, there is so much space in that thick head of mine.

I think..

2007-09-28T22:51:00.000+08:00

it's easy to work hard for the one you love,

but I just wish I have 48 hours a day.