It was titled as Before I Leave and of coz, the page was named I Love Summer

i thot mayb i shld leave a few words from my dear summer, and of course everyone else.. sorry if i made you guys worried by just leaving a long last entry.. i've been thinking of what to write, but i guess probably due to the recent busy moments of packing my stuffs..

yes, u're reading it rite.. i'll be enlisting into the army in another 9hrs.. have been packing my stuffs, preparing and getting ready.. i'll be in camp for 2wks before booking out again.. but dun worry, i'll be back.. definitely..

and yup, summer and i are fine already.. guess we both shld have grown up and learn more to give rather than take.. of course, i'll be missing her the most.. i'll only be given some time to make phone calls and i guess i'll have to balance my free time well..

if you ask me if i'm worried whether summer is able to stay by me during these 2 yrs, i'll surely tell you a yes.. i'm worried but i do have confidence in this little lady that she'll stay thru with me.. afterall, it's just a 2 yrs.. it's also a test to see if our relationship can be stronger.. and also give ourselves the time to do some of our own stuffs.. some things which we need to be ready for..

i dunno when.. i dunno how.. but i knoe with her, she'll knoe it somehow.. oh no.. just had a conversation with her and i almost forgot what i'm going to write le.. but continuing, i have told many people different stories by how i met summer.. but actually both of us are not realli keen in revealing how we met.. we just met at the bus stop.. i can neva stop thinking of her, of the time we spent when we're on hols.. how we hogged the phone from morning till evening..

how i play piano for her to hear.. tmr, i'll bring a pic of her, her keychain into the camp.. and surviving for 2 yrs like this is just hard i guess.. i love her not only bcos she's pretty.. i love her for her witty remarks, how she giggle and how we spent the time, not talking, just thinking.. of each other..

in 2 wks, i cannot use the internet to blog, to read her blog and to realli hear her voice from morning till evening.. and tmr is also just a day before our 3th month-niversary.. wonder if this sweetie pie of mine remembers.. from a child till now, no one has even treated me like how summer did.. both in the good and the bad ways.. now i guess, she's sleeping quietly in bed.. will be joining her later..

sad to say, tmr she has to work, thus she wont be sending me off to the island of mysteries.. tonite will be the nite i'll sleep and hug her tight.. haha.. somehow the way i'm writing, it's as if im' gonna leave her forever.. hahaha.. a little too much huh? @_@"'

come to think abt it, i have neva expect NS to be so close and rite in my face.. 3 mths ago, i thot as if was like 1 yr ago.. till jus now, i realised it's just TOMORROW!!! who will miss me? who will think of me?? who will miss my writings, my constant writings abt my relationship..??

i still think this blogskin is the nicest out of so many that i've looked thru the past few nites.. have been wanting to put a special skin down but can't find any nice pleasant looking skin.. but it's okie, at least i still have quite abit of old entries for my little babe to read..

summer, will you miss me?? will u stay by me?? leave me a tag once in a while hao ma? i'll let summer take over my blog in the meantime and she'll update her when she's free.. cos of course, i'll be calling her every nite.. and when i'm not ard, at least u guys still get some updates from her..

so much to say, so little time.. simply not enough.. i was lazing ard the past few days as well, vividly remembering my pri sch days, sec sch days, poly days and working days.. remembering how i went camping with my friends.. and ya knoe what? this is the first time i'm leaving my family for 2wks.. the longest time ever.. everyone definitely miss my laughter at home..

today we had a great seafood dinner.. everyone had a great time, dad telling me some things to take note in army.. sisters laughing along at some stupid stuffs.. it's been awhile since we got close but it's a nice feeling afterall.. went last-min craze to get some stuffs, came home, pack up and now, i'm ready for tmr..

back to summer, truly, i dunno how can anyone... i mean anyone, knoes me better than she does.. she even understands me much more than my mum.. she knoes what i'm thinking and she knoes exactly what are my replies, what i'm feeling and my mostly easily predicted answers.. i'm very amazed by the power she has to be able to melt a guy, who was popularly known as a cassanova by many others abt 4 mths ago till now, a faithful house-husband.. *beams*

perhaps i'll still meet pretty ladies, as you can never compare the heights of mountains.. someday one will overtake another.. but i can believe, no one will be able to understand my inner thots other than her.. so as they always say, girls shld look for a guy who's willing to love her more than she loves him.. but guys? we shld always look for someone who understands us even more than we understand ourselves..

when she carries my heart, she carries it in her heart.. when i carry her life, i put it in front of my own life.. someday i knoe, if we're able to pass this test, we'll definitely build a stronger bond.. we'll still have our own disagreements but i'm sure we'll be able to handle them.. tears and fears shld neva be an excuse to break up a couple..

as my mind now is in a whirl, i guess i have to stop penning my thots here and take a break for tmr morning.. i definitely wish to write longer but i'm not sure what is gonna happen tmr after my parents leave the island.. i'm not worried if i'll miss everyone too much, i'm not worried if my training is gonna be too tough, i'm not worried how short or how ugly i'm gonna look and i'm not worried if the officers are gonna play around with me.. but stangely, i'm very worried if i forget to bring anything into camp.. ahaha... wat a weird recruit.. ^_^"'

i'll definitely miss some of my readers here - like sabbie.. even when i'm having a tough period with summer, strange enough, she doesn't write nice words to make me feel beta or something, but rather, she wrote things that made me feel realli bad and ashamed of myself.. dun worry, i'm not blaming you.. take care ya? hope you and ur guy will be happily ever after..

dear summer,
i'm gonna leave you in the good hands of all your friends and family.. i hope everything will be fine over at your place.. pls take care of urself and stay by ur mobile every nite from 9.30pm - 10.30pm.. if u happened to be sleeping, then it's okie.. i'm also not sure abt the life in there.. not sure how long can i talk to u too.. but i wan u to knoe that i got ur pic with me.. if i'm not able to get you, i'll talk to your pic as if i'm talking to you..

i may not remember the contents of what i'm telling to your picture, but rest assured i miss you so much.. i got a surprise for you in 2 yrs time.. just wait and see.. whether you're taking over lao ban niang or not, your studies is still more impt ya? dun neglect your studies.. even though i may book out on wkends, but i'm not sure if we'll be meeting up at all..

this is my temp last entry for everyone.. i'll be back with more interesting stories in the army and only interesting stuffs, much more complains and how idiotic officers can be.. haha.. stay tuned and i'll be right back..

adios to every reader ever passed here.. pray for my safety..

gd nite..