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writing is a form of THERAPY

Sometimes you can only wish. Wish for things that are never there. Hope for things you will never get.

But sometimes..

Believing will be alot better than wishing.

I wish.. Wish upon the Wishing Tree.


about Summer


Sagittarian . Cantonese . dreamer . emotional . Singapore . hugs . dolls . anti-social . soft-hearted . read . sleep . coffee . gelato . french . blur queen . cinderella . games . cute stuff . japanese food . anything white .


Maybe one day

i'll be back to tell you
我可以陪你去看星星


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I dont want 童话, can you give me a 神话 ?

给我一个.. 恋爱频率

Tell me how do I live.. without YOU


my Past


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There are times..
Thursday, July 27, 2006 11:26 PM

when I look back and think of the past love, past friendships and I smile..

I've always been keeping such memories close to my heart.. but sometimes a little too close..

I cant deny the pinch I feel whenever I chance upon their pictures or something.. it's like reliving the past only to realize, things arent the same anymore. It's hard to let go to something that was once so precious.. as the distance grows, the close bond fades to nothing. Are feelings really so vulnerable to changes ?

I think about my relationship with my boyfriend now and I cant help but wonder, what would come in the future.. will what we feel about so strongly now.. change ? I look at the people around me, the friendship we now share, would it turn to nothing too ?

Such thoughts, they kill me slowly.. and to continue dwelling on it seems almost pointless..



What do I miss most at this moment ? I think there isnt anymore in Singapore. Sobz sobz..


~~ I want my Rootbeer Float ~~