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writing is a form of THERAPY

Sometimes you can only wish. Wish for things that are never there. Hope for things you will never get.

But sometimes..

Believing will be alot better than wishing.

I wish.. Wish upon the Wishing Tree.


about Summer


Sagittarian . Cantonese . dreamer . emotional . Singapore . hugs . dolls . anti-social . soft-hearted . read . sleep . coffee . gelato . french . blur queen . cinderella . games . cute stuff . japanese food . anything white .


Maybe one day

i'll be back to tell you
我可以陪你去看星星


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Should I Thank GOD It's Friday ?
Friday, March 31, 2006 7:27 AM

So many things happened during the last few days and now I dont even know where to start..

I lost 2kg during the past 2 weeks
I didnt smile for the past 3 days

Many people asked me "What happened?"
Many people asked me "What can I do to make you smile again?"
Many people wanted to visit me but I rejected..

Jess, thanks for calling and checking on me everyday. I'm feeling much better today. You too, Cheryl. Thanks..

Last night, I forced a smile when WL tried to cheer me.

Last night, I smiled too when Kel and his bunk mates sang me a army song. I smiled coz they were nice and united. I am glad Kel found some nice friends in the camp and I'll pray for his happiness.

Last night, I spoke to Green on msn. His display name message is 'FLYFF has become my past, a wonderful memory that I shall cherish in my heart". He thought I quitted. Actually, I have no mood in playing games during this period. As for FLYFF, I dont see my friends everytime I login. I think my most enjoyed time in this game was during my Lvl 40 ~ Lvl 70. This week, for the first time, my auto-patch failed to work after maintenance. WHY? why all happened this week?

Three nights ago, I took out my little white book.. read through from page 1 to the end. Took a very deep inhale (just like ghost sucking human's soul) of the book. I smelled him. I found a nice pink envelope and sealed the book. I have dropped some tears when I reading it, so I guessed I have sealed this book with my tears..

I still have no intention of sharing with anyone on what exactly happened to me. If you asking me "Are you ok?", the answer is "no". I can only say I dont have any feelings now.. My heart used to skip a beat when someone says I love you to me. Now, I dont.. It doesnt make any difference who you are. It is who I am now.