Love it when I'm at home looking out at the window. Would prefer those heavy rain, those kind that knock wildly on your windows. But sometimes, it does look quite scary, especially when I am home alone, and letting my imagination runs wild.
Love it when I'm outside.. of coz, it would be those drizzling kind of rain. Likes to tilt my umbrella abit, and stroll in the rain. Would be so romantic if the person you love is sharing an umbrella with you. I think I must have watched too many dramas already.
Some people told me that rainy days are depressing. Perhaps so. Especially when I switch on my radio, listen to the sad songs while looking out at the window. Paying attention to the lyrics, and feeling for the song. It's quite enjoyable to feel sad this way I thought. Abit strange. But I think I will have the time to stone and sink only when I'm really free! Still drizzling outside right now. Hope the rain doesnt stop..
My hp has slight malfunction. The miss calls doesnt register properly at times. This morning I saw miss calls. I pressed show, it appeared as (no number). My heart skipped a beat. He called ? Why did he call ? Will he ever call again ? Then I saw the date is 25/12/2005 23:15 when I told myself to stay focused. It's an old record.
Do I miss him ? Yes, I think so..
2 years - Bitch - I think you are indeed too old for me
Do people need 2 years to realise that the other half is older ?
Where can I find faith in another relationship ? Younger guys ? Please leave me alone. I am sorry with this statement, but this is how I feel now. hurt.. very hurt.
Kel, you are right. I may seem happy on the outside, but I am crying inside..