though we may think alike, but we're actually worlds apart, u got a family with full of love, mine is something which u dun wanna hear..
sometimes i envy u alot, got a loving family u can always count on, i'm contented to keep things alone, it's how i grew very independent & very strong..
let today's topic be about love, love is about giving without returns something which i realli like to hear, and also something which i realli fear..
i hear the laughters, praises and joyful tears, i fear the quarrels, miscommunication & bitter sadness, i'm not sure when can the poems turn, before my poems changes to a cheerful turf..
i hope i realli din made u sad, it's a feeling u may neva have, feeling lonely though with friends, wonder when the bitterness gonna end..
i must say, to you, i appreciate, allowing me to write these days, i haven written like this for some time, feelings which i always kept in mind..
thinking abt worlds apart, felt like u're like a gem un-cut, raw, scratchless, and just so beautiful, unlike me, i'm just so like a fool..
yesterday i spent my time, thinking if i shld still continue to write, i dun wan you to see the side of me, the vulnerable tired side that u will see...
it's been long my poems stand so strong, but sometimes my inspiration got so wrong, neva had anyone appreciating them, wonder what's in u that encourages me to write then...
seeing u enjoying every single one of them, makes me hope they'll neva end, when one is always on ur mind, ur motivation neva sinks but always rise..
love cannot be counted and compared, it's a path together with things we share, just one sentence before signing out, u're a nice person, i jus can't live without..