Drifting dreams and fading memories as my mind slowly wanders out to sea I try to cope with the reality at hand and try to remember when i first came to this land glorious wonder and beauty all around from the leaves on the trees to the sand on the ground
a surrealistic figment of my imagination come to life cut to bits by the worst type of knife made of zeroes and ones cut everything down until it was undone.
Now i stare at darkness Everything I used to caress the faces, the people, the ones i did adore everything i could have wanted and never more taken away and left me all alone
everything i have ever loved or ever have known wrest from my tender loving arms leaving nothing but pain and alarm Didnt they think about how i feel? Oh how my knees do reel how I cower and shiver at this crawling coldness that slivers whenever I think about what I once had How I loathe those of the dark never thinking about others how I wish i could embark and kill them until they are smothered with nothing but dirt on their face 6 feet below ground and in disgrace
But that doesnt matter now Everything is all gone now Nothing left to embrace Everybody waits in malaise to the grand reawakening to what was once in the making
This dark void that waits to live once more to come back alive and in full galore... I wait here tattered and sore to live once again.